the mother wound

This has been a huge topic of conversation, the felt energy within the collective and resurfacing wound lately, as it always is around May. The Mother energy seems strong, the feminine is felt deeply and a lot of this comes up to be transmuted and witnessed.

The Mother Wound runs so deep.

I have done so much work around the maternal line, and I really had to. There was a time, for many years on and off I did not speak to my Mum and refused to partake in the in the toxic dynamic we both played out. Out of deep respect for her, I will not go too much into it, all I will say is that the wounded feminine in my line was massive, painful, heartbreaking and full of narcissistic and abusive tendencies…. So I truly do get it.

The bonds we feel we have to severe, are deeply painful and then again, keeping them connected can be just as painful.

What I have found time and time again with doing this work and holding spaces for others to dive into the unwinding of transgenerational trauma and wounding, is so many people hold onto so many emotions and feelings for far too long in their body. Afraid to purge these, they remain trapped within the system and therefore are unable to be healed and truly release to move onto the work of forgiveness through compassion.

This is absolutely vital for each and everyone of us, as we move into a collective era of rewiring our relationship with the Feminine.

Our Mothers are the very first imprint we have of the Feminine, which means our relationship with HER, is passed down through our wombs, our grandmothers, our ancestors and solidified through our Mothers. Not only is your personal relationship to HER (the Feminine and Mother) a key factor, but also how others treat HER, love HER, show up for HER, feel towards HER and how she then, in turn treats and acts towards others. So many layers to this solidified felt sense and beliefs about the Feminine that live permanently within your entire being and often get put on repeat subconsciously with every aspect of your life.

EVERY ASPECT OF YOUR LIFE…..

How you feel about your body, your sensuality, your pleasure, your sexuality, your union and relationships. How you experience orgasmic bliss as a woman, a beautiful expression of surrendering, opening and receiving. Your intuition, your connection to your body, how you mother your children, your boundaries, self worth, values….. when I say every aspect, I truly mean it.

But because it is all subconscious, kept in the dark, we are unable to truly see it, until we illuminate it with our awareness and bring it to the forefront of our consciousness. When programs run in our subconscious, they have much more control over our lives and all aspects of it, without us even realising it.

So what can we do about this??

We unravel, we shine a light in the darkness. We conscious pull the threads out of what is imprinted on our bodies, in our cells and this is the first, sometimes most daunting step to unravelling non truths from our entire system. This can be hard, sickening, seeing all that does not want to be seen and taking radical responsibility for the way we show up and what we have taken on, for often far too long. We often have to let these things crumble completely, honouring what is there, witnessing, hearing and learning, before allowing the space for organic truth to arise and create a new paradigm and relationship to the core of the Feminine and Mother.

This is the work I do and the space I hold when you work with me. Always unravelling and allowing truth to arise, creating new pathways that align with your truest expression, deconditioning, a complete metamorphosis for your soul.

This requires a deep surrendering process. One that often calls for nurturing and support from something greater than I and self. even though the reparenting model I whole heartedly love and has helped me in my maternal healing processes, my ultimate healing connection was returning to the Earth. The true Feminine, nurturing, life bearer, her wholeness in her being, her seasonal flow the full force of natural design.

I find that many people who have a fragmented relationship with HER (myself included), often struggle with their own femininity and truly receiving. I also find they grieve and mourn the loss of this maternal love, nurturing care and softness. They crave and seek this connection constantly in all the wrong places externally, in relationships, in getting their needs met and often times causes the polarity to die.

Death of polarity = death of fire and desire, in my humbled experience.

My loves, we are undoing generations of subconscious patterns and ideologies that no longer serve the collective.

It is hard and brutal work. But, is is work we must all do, to create a new world without insidious disconnection on all levels and layers.

Enough is enough.

Heal the Mother Wound…..like yesterday.

Return to the Earth.

Hear her call.

Lay with HER.

Feel the heartbeat and return home to the Womb.

Forgiveness may seem like a stretch, but I can guarantee you, after doing this type of deep unwinding, you can get there. If I can heal my maternal line, I truly believe anyone can.

As always, I am with you, and here is to your remembering xx