The truth

I have been feeling this crippling sensation within my body lately in regards to the coaching, sexuality and empowerment industry alike. This sense of deep ickyness that is almost indescribable.

People will try to sell you anything. The industry of coaching is largely unregulated and the influx of prices ranging from person to modality, it is hard to decipher genuine people who truly do have your best interest at heart and are of service to all, rather than of service to their bank accounts and lusty desires.

This has left me repulsed on many layers. Largely not wanting to put myself into the category of coach or healer. How can you sell something to someone, when the reality is, we are truly just guiding people back home.

Integrity is lacking within most people, selling relationship advice, but are not even in relationships. Selling dating advice, but are actually not dating, selling empowerment advice, but are chaotic and far from whole and liberated within themselves. Selling healing that has some secret code or been learnt in a mystery school that they had to pay for to get certified, all the while knowing we can hold space for healing, but ultimately the healing is done within the person alone. A journey you can guide people to and hold their hand, but they must do and allow from within.

(Side Note; Imagine the world we would live in if we taught people how to truly heal themselves instead. How to turn within and find the answers they seek, how to talk to their body and listen to the messages they receive, how to trust their wisdom and inner knowing. How to truly relate to one another in relationships and be able to express their needs deeply and set boundaries with love. True Sovereignty and Freedom… Collective Wisdom and Sharing, building CommUNITY, offering our gifts in return for others gifts….ahhh heaven on Earth!)

We are told that this is all ok, to sell in this way, that it is deep within us and our blueprint to offer these services to others as an inner knowing. But I ask you this, how can we show others the path, if we have not walked it ourselves?

How can we be leaders on a journey we have not been on ourselves and how can we ground in this frequency, if we are not completely embodied in it?

This is why we have so many people grabbing onto falsities and constantly seeking. There is no right of passage being shown. Only smoke and mirrors. We have become so lost, that we are unable to sense and feel the truth anymore. We get lured into things that look good and are shiny, all the while not looking within. When we do look within, it usually becomes about turning things around on ourselves in a victim loop when it does not match what the shiny people say.

The world is upside down. Inverted.

It takes true DISCERNMENT to see through the sparkles and glitter.

Lately I have been feeling the call to burn everything down. To shine a light on so many wrong doings within these structures that are just decay.

I truly believe we cannot build foundations and the new on the rot, we must rip it out and create new paradigms altogether.

So the truth is, I have been feeling the call to disconnect from it all, as I am sure you have been feeling it too. We need a revival, a revolution, a new way that is built from seed and nourished with no deception.

The self development cycle of constantly needing to heal yourself is a MONEY MAKING industry that feeds on souls and drains our life force over and over again. Its like a drug, you get high on the feeling of “up-levelling” and getting to the next stage. Constantly seeking outside yourself for the next hit/savior/modality/person that is going to help you get there.

Can’t you see?

The whole point is to return home, to your wholeness, to your body and soul and release yourself from this wheel of misfortune.

The journey never ends, you never stop doing the work, its a life long journey, you will always have to work on yourself….. This is sucking your energy away from your present and into the never ending spiral of self development, guised as becoming more than, more enlightened, more awake, more knowledgeable, more powerful.

All while costing you your humanity, your soul essence and your true power. All distractions keeping you from love and wholeness.

The busyness that keeps you perpetually the human doing and not the human BEing.

And that’s the truth.

So, this leaves me feeling stuck in a predicament, caught between two worlds and the great divide we are all sensing and witnessing.

Do I follow the fiery feminine who wants to burn the old down and be in amongst the crumble that is inevitable?

Or do I want to soften into my feminine and leave it all behind to nurture the birth of the new?

I think you know where I am going with this….

The truth is, we must decide for ourselves, which path we must take and which one will fill our heart with true love from within.

We must not get caught in the rupture and the chaos.

Everything external must go if you want to come home to your true state of being. Nobody or nothing has the answers you seek, except the true creator of the universe, and you will only find that connection within.

If we guide people back to this truth, over and over again, we create a new reality, collective and world together (you know, like the one I spoke about before in my side note...heaven on Earth).

That is what I am choosing to do. I am not playing small anymore or fueling my fleshy desires. I do not think I am the only one anchoring this type of frequency, there are many of us. I can only show you the way to true freedom, sovereignty and liberation, but you have to be one to choose that journey and walk that path.

The truth in reality is pretty ugly and can be extremely painful to see, and not everybody wants to see it. People prefer the shiny and glitter, because it looks good and keeps them distracted from the truth.

I will always choose truth and I will continue to choose truth even if it pains me. Which one are you going to choose?