UNRAVEL ME

The creative urge for this offering came through so strong, I had to surrender on my knees to birth it.

This is my personal story of what unravelling these realms has done for me and how it came to be an offering for other Women. This offering is so vital to our true feminine essence, I can barely conceptualize it in words, but I’m going to try anyway.

I want to begin by truly setting the frame of being an embodiment of unravelling completely and allowing yourself to birth anew. I know this process well and continue to help many Women through the birthing portal of transmutation.

To be completely honest, at this exact moment in time, I feel the most delectable, the most tantalizing, magnetic, and fiercely feminine, all the way to the deepest and darkest parts of my core. It is so powerfully activated, that it is emanating outwards and reflected back to me. I feel soft, but very anchored in my body. I feel creative and my true eros ignited within, allowing me to be truly glowing and radiating love from my being. It is felt and seen by not only myself, but many others have noticed the huge shift of my field, my transmission and my energy.

It is palpable, and I feel truly ready to step into my service in such a big way.

Let me digress….

I have moved through my own initiations over the years with each of the chambers that we are working through in our offering Unravel.

• The womb was the first remembrance, a decade ago I moved back into this anchor point for the feminine, and started releasing pain, scars and traumas and returned home to this place of being within.

• The heart came next, releasing heartbreak and grief and allowing it to crack open, ever so slowly.

• The cervix was the 3rd activation space, where I was able to use de-armoring, eggs, reflexology and other somatic practices to release years of sexual trauma, feel safety within my body and allow my sexual energy to be activated tenderly 3 years ago.

• The last of these realms to unravel was my throat, and only more recently too, this has allowed a huge energy of activation within my being. Speaking up, being seen, being vulnerable and being able to express what was within.

This has been the final piece for me, which allowed a huge surge of energy to be evoked from my internal waters and the with this outpouring, unravel came through with it.

When I connected with my beloved friend Eve (who was the only option to dive into this deep space with. Not only is she a specialist in pelvic health, but she has also seen and worked with so many women in this area of womb and trauma. She is powerful, an expression of service and love, deeply safe and I could not think of anyone more in congruent with what this space is going to allow to come through for Women) to speak about this channel of power with the Feminine many months ago, she also felt the call from within.

You see, this core channel within our being, is somatically where we carry constriction, pain, sorrow, grief, heartbreak, trauma and so much heaviness within. We see this and work with this DAILY with every woman we see, both being somatic therapists in specialists in our chosen fields of intimacy, relationships, birth and embodiment.

So, what would happen if we intentionally and energetically set the space to dive into this pain body, while surrounded with a group of Women, who are also reading to step into this calling. Women heal in community, women are meant to be in community, to be seen, heard, held and unravel with their fellow sisters and their tribe, to feel the hum of belonging in their beingness and bloom open into their true feminine essence.

This rite of passage has been erased from our current western culture and society. We have been soaked in sterilization and numbness and calling it normal. This separation from our wild nature, makes us afraid of our innate primal grit and therefore cuts us off from truly being alive.

When we don’t allow ourselves to deeply feel, we cannot fully open and receive and it pulls us out of alignment with our original essence. We are unable to birth creations into existence with prowess, which is our design as feminine beings.

We need to be in union with true lifeforce, and this is the invitation in Unravel.

So many things have come through with this clear channel being activated from within, so many insights of how this took 10 years myself to move through. How the throat is the most blocked within the collective, personally within Women and how opening this and releasing it somatically allows you to truly descend and be connected to the womb in a way that is not just surface level.

The way of the feminine is to descend by nature, to go down and in, and this is why we move through the chambers in our being from the most stagnant and stifled to the deepest and most spiritual.

It all started to make sense…. the thread of this core channel, the power of it and the pain it holds, keeping you in a state of numbness, disconnection and freeze within, so you cannot birth anything new into existence, it is recycled pain and turmoil. Of course, woman are not connected to their truth, their wisdom and inner knowing. Of course, they do all this womb work and heart work, and it just doesn’t land deep in their cells, because they haven’t gone deep enough, they haven’t unlocked the two most vital portals within our bodies - THE CERVIX AND THE THROAT, and therefore they remain stuck.

You need an open vessel, free flowing, we are not meant to hold on to things, we are meant to allow it to pass through us, be moved by it, transmute it and let it go for the next flow of the feminine and energy. We cannot do this if we have both lids shut from the external to the internal (the throat and cervix are both connected to the external and internal, the spiritual and the matter). Like a pressure cooker within it will spit out energy randomly when it gets too full or burst from the pain of the pressure.

And this is exactly what we see, what we know and the initiation we have both been through before birthing this offering out together.

This offering and unprogram is not just a big calling for the women who are ready to recalibrate their system, this is a calling to move in a whole new way for not only yourself, but for your children and the collective around you.

We are the new wave of women who are unravelling to truth and allowing it to move through us and remove anything that is false from our being.

We do this somatically, within the body and physical layer of our vessel. What better way to learn these tools and techniques by two Women who are passionate about sharing our wisdom and knowledge on this, to allow your body to move things out organically. We truly believe you are your own medicine, your own antidote and the remembrance of this allows you to return all the way home to the deepest layers of your being.

We do this spiritually, energetically, emotionally and mentally. All layers of your being must be cleared and penetrated to allow the deepest letting go of traumas and imprints. Powerful integration is needed for this kind of healing and return to self.

You see, I am not like most Oracle Women, I will hold your hand and walk you home to the remembrance of you and the temple of your body.

This is true Liberation.

I hope you feel the call too, I know so many of you have been feeling the internal hum and the call of the wilds from within. The aching in your bones for true and untamed eros to return and to feel the aliveness from within again.

The illusions I am wanting to erase are two-fold -

That you have to activate something within by going to a healer or guide to do so. The return of self-sovereignty is here my loves, the power is within you, you do not need to “activate” anything, and especially not seek it from outside sources. You just need to let go of all the trauma, pain and suffering that is clogging the flow of your true nature and flow of lifeforce, this is the missing piece that has been hidden to create a fragmentation and has left many always seeking externally.

The path of healing is ascending and rising higher. In truth, the path of the feminine is one of descent, depth and darkness and always has been. You have to go down and in, and this path is best done in community and being held by our sisters who have walked the path and have become an embodiment of it. You can truly feel this from within. Gone are the days of fake spirituality, light and fluffy surface level healing, it is a holistic approach we are craving and yearning for. One that allows our whole woman, the full spectrum of self to come on board for the journey back to reclamation.

Here is to your remembrance.

I cannot wait welcome you into the path of embodiment and descent.

From my dark womb waters and inner knowing, to yours, dear feminine.